dear

Dear!

I'm on msn waiting for you. Waiting for you ~~

Anyway, I missed you yesterday. I was standing behind the reception looking at the crowds coming for the wedding dinner and I suddenly felt very overwhelmed and scared.

So many ppl, so overwhelming! And so many things to do just to hold a wedding! Now I can understand why best men and bridesmaid are a lifesavers. And how important it is they are good friends who can cheer you up and offer real help on such a stressful day.

And looking at the crowds, I suddenly felt so alone and thought of you. I wondered how you will feel when you get married and will be the one down at the reception making sure things are ok while I get my make up done. Thank goodness for having bestmans.

Luckily I had the best man with me and he can entertain me a bit. And the other bridesmaid was very nice, so it was quite an enjoyable day.

And the best men are very good friends with the groom, they were rowdy and fun. I enjoyed hanging out with them and really hope to see all these ppl soon again but I guess we are all in diff worlds. Seeing the comradeship among all of them, coupled with all the love in the air just stirred up so many diff emotions in me.

And it is weird to see your friend going into a new stage of life when you know we are all still the young girls we were. Then I'm also happy to see her married well to a loving and rich family.

I wonder when I get married, who will be the ppl at our side...